scv!!

haloxx ppl..

haixx..yesterdae came back late kana scolding..but not tt back..argh..aniways, yesterdae on the way home so funny lorx..went clementi int. wif kiat boon wesley n shufennn..den kp on toking..den i dunno where we walking lorx..walked a big round around the blks den got lost..den wesley sae follow him..when we got out..still can see nhss..lolx..

came home nth bad..watch tv den eat den watch again but freakky tvv spoill leeeee..ahhhh..can die lorx..waaah..gd thing my dad subscibe todae morning so i can still watch a repeat..so stupiddd..scare ppl..hahahax..but mizzed my di nu hua..wth..sobzz..den watch watch watch now le lorx..

xi guan da shao sooo touching..omg..hahax..y is the mother soo evil?why is the gal so evil?y is shuang xi so nice?y is the guy so devoted?now everything is in a mess..wanna cry 4 them..waaaahh..evill ppl..evill ppl..if this happen to me i commit suicide le..lolx..not tt bad lax..but can die frm it..hahax..veri interesting..after all this doubt u guys interested in tt show hor?juz like any other typical series lax..

=try shuttin me up..try brainwashing me..u try..ill prove to u my determination.. ;p=

starting my life anew

halox..

i've moved if u guys noe..feel free to come =)

recently my dad damn scary..haix..so feirce 4 wad?it's like he saw 1 of my mail..(which is so stupid..hw can he invade my privacy?) n scream at me like hell?plz lorx..juz a mail..dun needa get so worked up..

in school nth much happened..todae i feel damn bad..haix..ever since in the morning..n sumthing worst happened later in the dae..haix..den walked all the way to clementi int wif cheryl den back..siao rite?the guys worst lax..nvm..juz liddat lorx..so sad..haix..juz as we left, shufen's choir ended..haix..feel so bad..

n now theodore's my uncle?weird.....coz im his neice?uh huh..coz he's now my mum's brother..o well..nvm..isn't tt bad..hahax..den all the lessons so sianz as usual..yucks..n finally i can watch my shows todae!!!so happppyy..omg lorx..miz them 4 2 daes n tt's sucky enough to kill..

n i dunno wad to do bout my art grp lorx..jon low's wei cong's or wif shufen n sarah?im all so confuse now..but any grp will do..coz i realli dun mind..=)2/11 rawkz n every1 here rawkz..luv my class..the fact tt we r so hyper enthu n nice ppl..hahahahax..dun get healous ar.. ;p

=i wonder if wishes do come true=

btp

hahaloxlox..

todae i went bukit timah plaza for the veri 1st time..hahax..went wif cheryl..so sianz lorx..later still hv lessons on..haix..

nowadaes i cant realli noe when im in my dreamz or in reality..got both mix up..told shufen sumthing then she's like no...im like omg..i think it happened in my dream lorx..now things r veri weird..i dun understand everything happening around me..dreamz seem so real tt i cant even believe myself le..i blur le..haix..but sumthings realli did happen..sum things dint..i juz cant sort them out..omgg..im fainting..

den todae still veri sian in school loh..got EXTRA maths teacher..extra de..eww..maths not nice le..den lin lao shi angry le..damn angry le..so scary..aww..everything in school juz isn't fine at all..arghh..dying..

i agree wif yiting..living hell..hahahahahax..

=living hell or heaven?it's for you to decide=

long wkend

halox..

at hme nth to do de..haix..n recently kp goin the new house..bored to tears man..nth to do AT ALL..no nice bed..no pillows..no sofas..no tv..no com..life's MEANINGLESS..hahax..

this daes realli damn boring..but wad else can u do?still muz go read those science enzymes thingy..so damn difficult to digest..hahax..haix..but no choice rite?hu would want to study tt?i juz wish to escape frm reality..even juz in my dreamz..it's more den enough..

n i've got a new godma..sum1 of my age..hahahax..lolx..1 more mummy wont kill..this mummy is not naggy..harmless..stylish..hahahax..where can i get a better mum??hehex..

den nw in a dilemma bout to change the song or not?im back to the sk8er boi..hmmz..im not sure..probably not nw..

=explanations--u dunt need any=

beautiful soul

Beautiful Soul (jesse mccartney)


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

the best day of my life

The Best Day Of My Life (jesse mccartney)

Woke up around a half past ten
Can't believe that I'm late again
Put down about a quart of caffeine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor,
And I hit the door...

Just the same old same
It goes to show, you never know
When everything's about to change...

[Chorus]
Just another day,
That started out like any other-
Just another girl,
Who took my breath away...
Then she turned around,
She took me down-
Just another day that I,
Had the best day of my life...

Can t say exactly what it was,
She s not the usual type.
She wore a cowboy hat with the red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stafani smile.
Then she pulled out a pen
And surprised me when,
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone, from now on
I m gonna be a different man...

[Chorus]

I guess it goes to show
You never really know when
Everything s about to change

[Chorus 2x]

[The best day of my like
Started out like any other]

Had the best day of my life
The best day of my life
The best day of my life

sick diao

halox sickos..

hahax..im sick!tt's nice..so funny..shufen n i got sick 2gether..hahax..unbelievable?we went hme 2gether lorx..it's like..wth?hahax..nvm..den yesterdae shufen dint go to school..2dae i dint go..so funny lorx..urgh..n every1 seems to b sick recently..n i wanna stop saying so sianz but i juz cant..coz it's getting more n more sianz..haix..it's sumthing bad afterall..in school or at hme..sian diao..haix..enough is enough!hahax..im crazy..

n im so so so so sori kkz?i dunno wad im so sori bout but i juz wanna sae sori..hmmz..im feeling so bad..dunno wad's wrong wif me..='( sigh..i cant even find anything to post even thou i haven't been posting 4 daes..juz wad's wrong?

=beautiful soul- Jesse mcCartney=

sec 1 camp

hi halox!

so long nv post le sia..nth much happened lax..

yupx..n yesterdae had camp..overnite sia..so fun..hmmz..rite after school yesterdae intended to go jp..den the guys agreed..den walk hafway sae go ginza..ok..den play bb hafway..den they decided to go jing yun's house..so me n shufen went jp..it's so lame rite?hmmmmmz..yea..hahax..where i bought alot of stuff..not alot..but todae was stupid..coz i 4got to bring my wallet to school..awww..den went back to school..was rushing 4 time lorx..but nvm..so the camp starts..

prepared 4 their dinner..we hv alot of free time so we juz walk around n play games wif the sec 1s..play wif any class lorx..hahax..so nice sia..den many thingys happened lax..yeps..den at nite the nite walk got sum neighbours complain tt we too noisy..wad the hell lorx..den they stopped the whole game..sucky lorx..haix..den nxt dae le..we woke up at 5:30am..sooo early..haix..slept for 2+ hours..at least i slept lax..but beta dun slp..it'll make u sleepy..hahax..den did these n tt den play wif them n everythingy..sooo funn..hahax..almost the same as wad we did last yr laz..den the mass game was fun..i juz went here n dere..hahax..did wadeva i could lax..but kana alot of starch n mud..more of starch.damn sticky lorx..eww..the game is damn disgusting..den had the dance led by aurdey!!!hahax..nice lax..but i joined in late so dint noe much..

tt's all i guess..so sianz..n i moving house soon le..damn sianz..move 4 wad lorx?waste of time..argh..

-coz i noe ur worth it..ur worth it..yea..-

cca extravaganza

halowah!

2 daes nv post..hahax..past few daes nth much happened thou i noe i everydae type crap laz..lolx..

den todae liddat lorx..had cca extravaganza..damn nice..hahahahahax..raining maz..so had indoor cooking..hmmz..izzit counted indoor?hahax..but it's damn nice bbq in there lorx..the food still as nice..muahahax..ate the wadever banana choco thingy..dey realli put choco in banana n bbq it lorx..so nice..but veri funny..hahax..not much sec 1s dare to try..lolx..den we ate lorx..ate alot..lolx..got marshmallow..tt 1 alot of them like..but we veri bad..dun give the guys..hahahax..anyways, the ds ppl come n give flyers..but to the guys of coz..they veri sianz diao dere lorx..den still got sweet potato..instant noodles..veri nice..hahax..we down dere eat n eat lorx..piakk..den the ms 'cool' damn stupid lorx..so fussy..muz show me hw sincere u r when serving me food..she's sooo idotic..den i went to find shu fen but she went to find me..in the end found each other..hahax..nth much le laz..

den me n cheryl went to clementi int. to eat..eat alottt..hahax..den go hme..nice..

=it's not hw much u eat..is wad u eat..(lolx..nonsense)=

new classmate

haloxx..

omg.....i soooo blurrrrr lorx..can even 4get bout the new classmate, sarah..lolx..but..ya..she's sarah..muahahax..

todae was.........hmmmmz..i dunno..lolx..geog 'cher like dun care de lorx..so...gd..hahax..lite is still mrs seng..yayy..maths yaya still get bullied de..lollx..but his sums rather easy..=X

actually wanted to go big bkshop buy the files but theirs so lan lorx..so goin west mall to buy later on..haix..so sianz at hme lorx..nth to do de..in class oso rather boring..not veri boring..but rather..hahax..ok..im toking nonsense..piakkish..

im rather happy now..but abit down too..im toking nonsense again..sumthings r happy like goin back to school..sumthings r crappy like?hmmz..make a guess..c ya..

=it's nv too late..=

hmwk kills

hii..

todae 2nd dae of school..lolx..2nd dae hv guides le..so stupid lorx..n i onli knew it 2dae..so bad de..n the whole thing was boring except 4 goin out n sticking the posters round..hahax..den went play soccer wif jin xing..andrew..kiat..i dint realli play..more of c..hahax..coz waiting 4 them n every1 went hme le maz..so sianz so juz went dere lorx..they so funny aniways..

den took mrt hme wif them..so squeezy sia..1st mrt full..so wait..haix..den went to take 173 while kiat walk hme..while walking kiat's primary school mate saw him..i was like wth..his my primary school friend too..juz tt he transfered..so qiao lorx..in RV le..gd 4 him..

den reach hme so late le..so sianz..n did i told u guys im the new care rep?stupid rite?haix..random sabo i guess..so 'lucky' sia..but nvm..not tough aniways..beta den shufen..she av le..lolx..so far 'so' gd..mr chin dun look kind..no free play..mrs chan quite ok..dun find her gd..hope our geog 'cher is beta..urgh..u tink so?hmmmmmmz..

so i tink tt's all..feel like stabbing myself..haix..i juz cant bring myself to except sum weird people..sum1 hu stares at me wif a stern face den suddenly smile..siao..haix..kkz..

=the longer one carries..the heavier it gets..=

2005!

haloxxx..it's been veri longgggg since i blogged..coz i dint hav the time..wont tok so much laz..juz wanna tok bout 2dae..

last wk had guides camp..2 daes onli..but luv the mass games n the outdoor cooking..den came hme 1 nite..go aunts house 3 daes..so i practically wasn't hme tt wk..hahax..den b4 the starting of a new yr..2004 ended wif the dreadful tsunami..haix..new yr wasn't fun anymore..

anyways, school reopen le..2dae..yepp..2/11 rawks laz..but 1/11 more lorx..2/11 not tt fun..no banging of tables n cheering le..so near to the staff room..haix..we will be missing sum fun but surely 2/11's still gonna be the best..lively..not dead..hahax..but hate the sitting plan..y muz i sit in front???according to height..ok lax..im not tt short but im the shortest in my row?but nvm..i dun wanna care where i sit but can i at least sit wif shu fen?omg..im dying..the seat i hv of coz isn't the worst..last yr was worst..poor weiyi n i..hahax..juz hope they redo the sitting plan..=/

n lessons starting 2moro..no more gorilla or roasted duck..haix..got wad andrew chin..whales..4 huever he is..he muz be up to no gd..=p n luckily mr ya still our maths `cher..can slack n die at the same time..lol..but i luv the thought of getting rid of the boring holidae n meeting all my frenz..but i seems to hav sum probs..but nvm..kkz..

=count you blessings..not your troubles..=

X'mas!!

halox!

juz wanna sae a wish u guys a merry belated X'mas!!too long nv come online le..so no time to sae so...so i hereby wish u guys a merry x'mas!

on fridae i had a X'mas party..wif yiting..audrey..n cheryl..so nice sia..but the funniest part is when audrey cheryl n i wore x'mas hat to west mall 4 dinner..every1 was staring at us like wad the hell..we r not aliens..but it's rather fun lorx..hahahahax..kkz..den liddat ya..den at nite au n i went to swim..so cold..nth much le laz..

den sat whole dae stay in tt house..alone..watched alottt of shows sia..den bought dinner hme 4 them..so nice..watch the huan zhu gege..hahax..so cute..but it's afterall a tv programme onli..i drew a picture of jack-jack sia..soooo cute...muahahahaz..i use real make-up 4 the cheek..sooo cute laz..muahahaz..i wanna watch movieeeee..shit..no time le hw??????????2moro camp haven pack..cme back wed go gu's house fri return..hw????cannot do hmwk le..cannot watch movies le...hw??????????????????im gonna die...ahhhhhhhhh..

n i've posted the lyrics 4 the song..quite meaningful..hilary so nice..hahax.."it don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin sense of you" true bax..kkz..c ya soooooooon..!

-life makes no sense without ur presence-

luv juz is..

love just is.. (Hilary)

When the night won't fall and the sun won't rise
And you see the best as you close your eyes
When you reach the top as you bottom out
But you understand what it's all about

Nothing's ever what it seems
In your life or in your dreams
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin' sense of you

[Chorus:]
Love just is... whatever it may be
Love just is... you and me
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for... love just is

When you ask to stay and disappear
It seems you're gone but you're really here
When every move seems out of place
But every kiss is filled with grace

Some things never get defined
In your heart or in your mind
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin sense of you

[Chorus]

Don't ever ask me for reasons
I can't get to you
Don't ever ask me for reasons
Why I live for you... I just do

[Repeat second stanza]

[Chorus]

shi gong dan

haloxx..

todae is shi gong dan..i tink the birth of the god or sumthing..so i went to my grandparent's house..this dae's always busy..meet all my relatives n ppl hu comes juz to pray..veri squezzy..den hv alot of things to eat but ok laz..i dun quite lyk..it's sort of a dae 4 kids to play lots of tricks..hahax..

last time afew of us..when i was bout 7..we always play together n everything..den during tt dae we meet our rivals n we play pranks on them n everything..was realli funn..it was like another lunar new yr juz tt we dun recieve ang baos..=P..but i realli enjoyed myself..todae i juz watched the young ones play and everything..realli dint do much wif them n they r alreadi so diff frm us alreadi..hahax..hw i wish we can return to back den..

n todae i finalli went mos burger..so long nv go le..coz my family dun quite lyk the food there..so dint go..todae hv the urge..so i juz went..not bad laz..but i dun lyk the burger..thou it's usually wad ppl go dere for..hahax..im weird..i lyk corn soup..hmmz..butterflyyyyy..quite weird..baha..

-ur life can be juz wad u want it to be-

planetgam3s

halox..

todae woke up so late le..hahax..den went planetgam3s den science centre..i went dere last year i guess..but not planetgam3s of coz..quite ok laz..i like the game whereby 'i gotta be cool..relax.....'hahax..yea..juz relax..u wear this 'hairband' den u relax as much as u can den the ball will roll over to the opponents' side..den u win!hahax..pretty cool..u gtg try it out urself..tink it's not onli available dere baz..nice..

den we stayed 4 lyk soooo long..onli me..bro n auntie..coz mum not well..dun wanna go..anyays, we stayed 4 damn long lorx..it's like i was sooo tired..hahax..planetgam3s realli cool..u can realli get to play many games lik X-box..gameboy advance sp..lan..they even hav com dere n u can excess to gunbound n sum others..it's realli nice..hahahax..n sum games frm the past..3-D movie's not tt interesting..n sum sort of arcade but not prsent gam3s..so go checkk itt outt!yeaa..

tt'a all..buaixxx..

-gotta spread my wings-

wedding dinner

hiee..

todae in the morning go here n there..den noon go fetch my maid..back at hme work as a translator between my mum n my auntie..coz they cant communicate..haix..so damn busy den tok tok tok..tired sia..den at nite got wedding dinner..reach dere wait wait wait..mum n aunt kept toking to those grannys n uncles..so sick..9pm finally started..the bride n the groom so luving sia..lol..but the bride's onli 19!woah..den the groom 23..dey so young onli lorx..at 1st they looked realli ready n luving tt's y they got married..but i got to noe later tt they got married coz the gal's alreadi pregnant..haix..so sad..is like they no money 4 wedding n everything n the gal's still in poly lorx..imagine goin to school wif a big tummy..haix..too late to regret le..

tt's all i gotta sae..but afterall the dinner was quite nice n surprising..hmmz..ya..n sort of fun?hahax..coz lots of the guests r youngsters..so not boring de..tot of all types of stuff..at the starting they have pops n everything..lolx..so quite ok lorx..tink tt's the onli gd thing bout having early wedding bax..hahax..den now so late den reach hme..damn tired sia..

-endless love-

dream

yo..

yesterdae nite had a realli nice dream..not bout any1 laz..bout sumthing..veri childish de..not realli childish thou..it's as if i had it b4..but it's impossible..hmmz..nice..but as soon as my mum woke me up..the dream died as well as the particular thingy..it died along wif the dream..haix..hw it wish it nv ended..it's like an imaginary fren..thou it's not a human being..

now my mum wants me to clear up my room..an impossible task..nuts laz..hate ittttttttt.....stupiddddd..........idiotic................ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..i wannnnnnnnna scream laz........hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee itttttttttttttttttttt........piakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk............this is so damn stupid..im beta off dead....

later still hav piano lessons...wanna cancel it..shit...................

-stupid things dun happen often-

church

hi piakk..

todae went to 2 churchs..hmmz..1st 1 for mass 2nd 1 for a small X'mas party..so nice..but the party was rather boring..coz alot of performance only..but beta den nth..yea..u may think im a christian but im not..i juz go to church coz i wanna go..not coz im 1 of them..yeps..

so hope to hav more X'mas parties cuming up..hahax..c ya!

-the longer you carry a problem..the heavier it gets-

X'mas tree

halox..

i've finish decorating my 1st ever x'mas tree yesterdae..hahax..did so many things 4 my new house yesterdae..anyways, i went to this furniture shop n i bought sumthing laz..quite small..den i was like got any bag?the guy was digging the drawers walk here walk dere..nth..lolx..den finally he pulled out sumthing pink..lolx..so funny..den his like muz return hor..i knew he was kidding but i returned it back tt evening..he was like..u realli come back ar?i was like diaox..den once i go he's like eh, she realli come back lehz..dot dot dot..lolx..kkz..

den todae nth much..juz watch tv..den go to the house den west mall..at nite hav a small x'mas party at the community center..ok laz..nth much so julia olivia n i went over to west mall..kept on chatting n laughing non-stop..hahahax..so funny lorx..julia was like so sianz..haix..lolx..den went back to the party..quite ok lorx..nicole was dancing n everything..we were juz looking at them..hahax..played afew songs..not bad..den nth much..go hme le..yea..

-remember that friendship is a wise investment-