X'mas!!

halox!

juz wanna sae a wish u guys a merry belated X'mas!!too long nv come online le..so no time to sae so...so i hereby wish u guys a merry x'mas!

on fridae i had a X'mas party..wif yiting..audrey..n cheryl..so nice sia..but the funniest part is when audrey cheryl n i wore x'mas hat to west mall 4 dinner..every1 was staring at us like wad the hell..we r not aliens..but it's rather fun lorx..hahahahax..kkz..den liddat ya..den at nite au n i went to swim..so cold..nth much le laz..

den sat whole dae stay in tt house..alone..watched alottt of shows sia..den bought dinner hme 4 them..so nice..watch the huan zhu gege..hahax..so cute..but it's afterall a tv programme onli..i drew a picture of jack-jack sia..soooo cute...muahahahaz..i use real make-up 4 the cheek..sooo cute laz..muahahaz..i wanna watch movieeeee..shit..no time le hw??????????2moro camp haven pack..cme back wed go gu's house fri return..hw????cannot do hmwk le..cannot watch movies le...hw??????????????????im gonna die...ahhhhhhhhh..

n i've posted the lyrics 4 the song..quite meaningful..hilary so nice..hahax.."it don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin sense of you" true bax..kkz..c ya soooooooon..!

-life makes no sense without ur presence-

luv juz is..

love just is.. (Hilary)

When the night won't fall and the sun won't rise
And you see the best as you close your eyes
When you reach the top as you bottom out
But you understand what it's all about

Nothing's ever what it seems
In your life or in your dreams
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin' sense of you

[Chorus:]
Love just is... whatever it may be
Love just is... you and me
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for... love just is

When you ask to stay and disappear
It seems you're gone but you're really here
When every move seems out of place
But every kiss is filled with grace

Some things never get defined
In your heart or in your mind
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try makin sense of you

[Chorus]

Don't ever ask me for reasons
I can't get to you
Don't ever ask me for reasons
Why I live for you... I just do

[Repeat second stanza]

[Chorus]

shi gong dan

haloxx..

todae is shi gong dan..i tink the birth of the god or sumthing..so i went to my grandparent's house..this dae's always busy..meet all my relatives n ppl hu comes juz to pray..veri squezzy..den hv alot of things to eat but ok laz..i dun quite lyk..it's sort of a dae 4 kids to play lots of tricks..hahax..

last time afew of us..when i was bout 7..we always play together n everything..den during tt dae we meet our rivals n we play pranks on them n everything..was realli funn..it was like another lunar new yr juz tt we dun recieve ang baos..=P..but i realli enjoyed myself..todae i juz watched the young ones play and everything..realli dint do much wif them n they r alreadi so diff frm us alreadi..hahax..hw i wish we can return to back den..

n todae i finalli went mos burger..so long nv go le..coz my family dun quite lyk the food there..so dint go..todae hv the urge..so i juz went..not bad laz..but i dun lyk the burger..thou it's usually wad ppl go dere for..hahax..im weird..i lyk corn soup..hmmz..butterflyyyyy..quite weird..baha..

-ur life can be juz wad u want it to be-

planetgam3s

halox..

todae woke up so late le..hahax..den went planetgam3s den science centre..i went dere last year i guess..but not planetgam3s of coz..quite ok laz..i like the game whereby 'i gotta be cool..relax.....'hahax..yea..juz relax..u wear this 'hairband' den u relax as much as u can den the ball will roll over to the opponents' side..den u win!hahax..pretty cool..u gtg try it out urself..tink it's not onli available dere baz..nice..

den we stayed 4 lyk soooo long..onli me..bro n auntie..coz mum not well..dun wanna go..anyays, we stayed 4 damn long lorx..it's like i was sooo tired..hahax..planetgam3s realli cool..u can realli get to play many games lik X-box..gameboy advance sp..lan..they even hav com dere n u can excess to gunbound n sum others..it's realli nice..hahahax..n sum games frm the past..3-D movie's not tt interesting..n sum sort of arcade but not prsent gam3s..so go checkk itt outt!yeaa..

tt'a all..buaixxx..

-gotta spread my wings-

wedding dinner

hiee..

todae in the morning go here n there..den noon go fetch my maid..back at hme work as a translator between my mum n my auntie..coz they cant communicate..haix..so damn busy den tok tok tok..tired sia..den at nite got wedding dinner..reach dere wait wait wait..mum n aunt kept toking to those grannys n uncles..so sick..9pm finally started..the bride n the groom so luving sia..lol..but the bride's onli 19!woah..den the groom 23..dey so young onli lorx..at 1st they looked realli ready n luving tt's y they got married..but i got to noe later tt they got married coz the gal's alreadi pregnant..haix..so sad..is like they no money 4 wedding n everything n the gal's still in poly lorx..imagine goin to school wif a big tummy..haix..too late to regret le..

tt's all i gotta sae..but afterall the dinner was quite nice n surprising..hmmz..ya..n sort of fun?hahax..coz lots of the guests r youngsters..so not boring de..tot of all types of stuff..at the starting they have pops n everything..lolx..so quite ok lorx..tink tt's the onli gd thing bout having early wedding bax..hahax..den now so late den reach hme..damn tired sia..

-endless love-

dream

yo..

yesterdae nite had a realli nice dream..not bout any1 laz..bout sumthing..veri childish de..not realli childish thou..it's as if i had it b4..but it's impossible..hmmz..nice..but as soon as my mum woke me up..the dream died as well as the particular thingy..it died along wif the dream..haix..hw it wish it nv ended..it's like an imaginary fren..thou it's not a human being..

now my mum wants me to clear up my room..an impossible task..nuts laz..hate ittttttttt.....stupiddddd..........idiotic................ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..i wannnnnnnnna scream laz........hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee itttttttttttttttttttt........piakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk............this is so damn stupid..im beta off dead....

later still hav piano lessons...wanna cancel it..shit...................

-stupid things dun happen often-

church

hi piakk..

todae went to 2 churchs..hmmz..1st 1 for mass 2nd 1 for a small X'mas party..so nice..but the party was rather boring..coz alot of performance only..but beta den nth..yea..u may think im a christian but im not..i juz go to church coz i wanna go..not coz im 1 of them..yeps..

so hope to hav more X'mas parties cuming up..hahax..c ya!

-the longer you carry a problem..the heavier it gets-

X'mas tree

halox..

i've finish decorating my 1st ever x'mas tree yesterdae..hahax..did so many things 4 my new house yesterdae..anyways, i went to this furniture shop n i bought sumthing laz..quite small..den i was like got any bag?the guy was digging the drawers walk here walk dere..nth..lolx..den finally he pulled out sumthing pink..lolx..so funny..den his like muz return hor..i knew he was kidding but i returned it back tt evening..he was like..u realli come back ar?i was like diaox..den once i go he's like eh, she realli come back lehz..dot dot dot..lolx..kkz..

den todae nth much..juz watch tv..den go to the house den west mall..at nite hav a small x'mas party at the community center..ok laz..nth much so julia olivia n i went over to west mall..kept on chatting n laughing non-stop..hahahax..so funny lorx..julia was like so sianz..haix..lolx..den went back to the party..quite ok lorx..nicole was dancing n everything..we were juz looking at them..hahax..played afew songs..not bad..den nth much..go hme le..yea..

-remember that friendship is a wise investment-

heeren

haloxx agains..

kkz..yesterdae nth much happened..juz tt i went heeren again!!!yayyyy..tis time wif audrey..hahax..we took mrt den den den hahax..we so funny..stop at the city hall interchange suppose to change lines rite?but we got out of the mrt n were like go where??hahax..den saw suntec n everything..lolxxx..anyways, we got there n went roxy at wisma..surf babe so cute..hahax..den went kino at taka awhile..den heeren!!bought alotttt of things lorx..spent alott sia..ate at marche..a new experience 4 us thou it may not be the 1st time 4 u..so find it rather cute..hahax..bought beads which r sooo ex..stupid..but nvm..bought this n tt..bought 37 degrees pencil case too..so cute..long long de..hahax..n sum other stuff laz..au so funny..bought 3 bags in a dae..she bought 37 degrees school bag too!!hahax..37 degrees rawk maz..=pn converse shoes tooooo!!we r soo alike now..hahax..crazy n mad ppl uses weird things..not weird enough thou..but look at the way we shop we r real crazy..piakk..hmmz..i dint break this into para. but nvm..muahahax..*sneezed*...........whose toking bad bout me now?????hmmmmmmmz..hahax..bless me..lolx..

finally a new para...tt para. abit long hor?hahax..den todae went to the condo..stupidddddd..i cant find any X'mas tree?????howw?tried to find..but found it in ntuc..the place which it nearest to us but we missed it..hw foolish..hahax..den bought many stuff laz..nth le..X'mas hats audrey!!hahax..i'll remember!c ya!

-remember me always..i wont 4get any1 hu once made a difference in my life-

stupid hmwk..lol

haloxx..

i haven't been blogging regularly recently..so sad..anyways i veri happy coz i found the song i've been finding!!love it..the song is only love..anyways i veri the happi jiu dui le..

went orchard shop shop shop wif mummy!yeaa..so happi..hahax..bought alot of stuff..nice nice..bought many X'mas presents..hahax..n a 37 degrees bag..yeepp..n summore stuff laz..went kinokuniya..luv tt place..n borders..sum1 help laz..sum stupid people bought away my charm spells!!stupid..den they oso dun tink will hav anymore cming up..stupiddddooo..lolx..haixx..kkz..

den gonna celebrate X'mas wif sum frenz..yippee..o ya..i went roxy rite..den i went into the fitting room try sumthing on rite..accidentally left my phone there..lolx..so stupid rite..den i was in the cab goin hme haf way i realise..so stupidd..den u-turn..lolx..called my phone the phone was off..so scared lorx..return there dey sae nth was found..urgh..luckily i called again..the person's fren picked up..she sae she at taka laz..anyways, she brought it back..she sae her fren dun dare to turn up so she came instead..her fren wanted to kp it lorx..but she ask her to return..so nice of her..but i tink her fren stole the chain..y muz she stole it lorx..the chain got the name jess..she name jess ar????piakkkkk..tt chain is olivia give de..she sooooo bad laz..anyways, i m as careless to leave it in dere..haixx..nvm..

woah..i wrote so much bout tt..lolx..den recently nth much happened..i juz wanna shop n shop n shop till i bankrupt..not tt bad laz..hahax..kkz..

=there's hope beyond the pain=

chaleT

hihihihi..

haix..so many daes nv post le..infact i dint on the com 4 3 whole daes(amaZing)..n dint on my phone 4 3 daes(unbelievable)..LOL..wonder hw i survived..

anyways..the chalet thingy was quite ok laz..den cycled..cheryl fell..OuCh..den went cycling in the rain..den went long kang fishing..haf way rained..den went orchard..yep..nth much le lorx..the 1st chalet was much nicer..=)

den he other daes whole dae watch tv..luv channel 56 laz..it rawks..i luv the show long love letter..it isn't bout love letter thou..it's like people thru an earth quake, travelled to the future which had become a desert..no water watsoever..so it's veri saddening..den they've been thru everything together..as a class la..den liddat..try to make it a beta place n stuff..den another earth quake..got water le..but b4 tt lots dead le..so saddd..den they make use of sum dunno wad n tried to send sum letter back to the world they belong laz..tt's it..yepp..hahax..

kkz..so if u can watch channel 56..coz it rulezz!so many nice korea series..musttt..hahax..kkz..

den todae got guides..11pm last nite den noe lehz..stupid..den nvm..go dere briefing 4 the camp..den everythingy..think of cheer..so funny laz..lolxx..kkz..

-live 4 todae..u will not noe wad will happen 2moro..-

chalet vs aunt

haloz..

i cant remember wad i did yesterdae le..so stupid..lemme try to recall.....o..ok..i went to my new house..the jade..it's almost ready! n IMM..to look 4 sum furnitures..my bro went to the playground to play..u noe those tt they needa take off their shoes rite..den so 'qiao' after he finish playing he found 2 of the same shoes..his like confused?hahax..he dunno which 1 is his..den me n my mum say his 1 not so clean..take tt 1..den he kp saying is the other 1..den cry in the car..wad de..ok..nvm..

den 2dae..nth much..woke up extra late..nth much to do..go online no1..played wif parrot..nth le lorx..den later mayb goin west mall..wanna buy sum wrapping paper..nth much le..

den 2moro i tink im goin to the chalet..but it's oso my aunt's b'dae..hw?should i celebrate her b'dae or go to the chalet n hv fun?i'll do both..but hw?haix..go chalet so early..come back so late..ai ya..i oso dunno le..~chalet vs aunt~hahax..

-walk forward..dunt look back..-

virg0

halowahx..

back frm cruise alreadi..hahax..quite ok..

played arcade..met einstein n had a tea party wif him..went fer ling xiao's concert..he went karaoke wif us n celebrated my mum's b'dae..(flamingo 8) den sing till 1am+ den they went back..but i stayed n listened to sum music..those like pub..but not realli..those wif big screens..alot of tvs den every1 sitting dere..yea..open till 5am..so nice..kkz..den had a BBQ tt nite..quite ok..not alot of BBQ stuff thou..went 4 wad is said to be disco 80's but filled wif lotsa toddlers..watched a magic show..had supper wif my new fren(got to noe her on the cruise)..

tt's all i guess..cant remember any other thingy tt happened..so tt's tt's..hahahaxx..changed the song to tt's wad frenz r for..luvv it..hahahahaxxx..listen to it kz?buaizz

~u dun change others..u change ur own attitude..~

MumMy!!

haloxx..

todae's mummy's b'dae..therefore i wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!hehez..bought her a present..dun feel like saying wad..hahax..yesterdae was realli bad..1st time i bring my bro out alone..not 1st time laz..but 1st time bring him go shopping..hahax..dunno y my mum agreed..haixx..anyways, bring him out soooooo stupid..every1 staring at him..coz his a weirdo!he so stupid walk oso cannot walk properly..hw i wish we can go separate ways..soo paiseh lorx..ewwwwwwwww..hahax..

n juz noe frm my dad tt he bought 2 more horses..1 six speed 1 five speed...diaoz..give them such weird names..six speed running in a race todae..dad cant watch coz we goin on a cruise tonite le..1st race 4 six speed..all the best..taking star virgo..den can celebrate muumy's b'dae there..taurus nicer thou..but no such cruise yet..lolx..kkz..juz hope every1's happy..every1's having fun..n every1's contented..=)wish all of u all the best!im always there 4 u..unless u're a stranger?hahaxx..

-u r hu u r but u dun hv to remain tt way..u can change the way u r-

tt's what frenz r for

halox..

haiz..so sianz at hme..nth to do de..todae still muz take care of my bro..so sianz..

yesterdae S'pore idol roxx..sly n taufik both damn nice..but i still prefer sly..voted 4 him..haiz..but taufik still got it..dun understand..mayb it's realli coz of his fan base..dunno..haiz..luv it when all the 11 finalists sang..damn nice..especially when they sing the song tt's what frenz r for..it's a veri meaningful song to me..coz sang tt during p6 graduation party..n of coz the graduation song too..but when we sang this song..every1 cried..haiz..tt's y chose tis song 4 devilish devils' blog..go n hav a look n listen to it if u want..luv the song..cried so badly..haiz..hw i wish i can return to the graduation party nite..had a lot of fun..

anyways..even thou sylvester dint win..his still the best!it's gd enough he got into the final 2..thou last time i voted 4 daphne..but now i realli tink tt sly is much beta..hmmz..all the best to him..taufik too..all the comments the judges gave to them were sweet..it proves tt both of them were equally great singers..juz diff style..kkz..SI ends here..=)

`look 4 reasons to be happy and u'll find them.look 4 reasons to be unhappy and u'll find them.u find what u look 4.`

uh-huh

haloz..damn long nv come le..ok laz..3 daes onli..but still long to me..

tt dae went chinatown..eat..shop..hme..still ok laz..bought quite sum stuff..den the nxt dae morning eat breakfast..shop..nite time oso liddat..but nite time's fun laz..coz we went orchard den dere's tis sort antique lok lok..veri cute..ate dere..sat in a 'truck' hahaz..nice..den went shoppin..dad went crazy..hmmz..den hme lorx..

goin hme frm chinatown tt time went pass the bungee jump..clarke quay roxxx!hahaz..dad always bring me dere since young..seeing those ppl up there's so scary..reminded me of myself..it's damn fun..juz tt it was damn fast so i felt my skin tearing..lolx..im not disfigured........lolx..scary realli..held hands wif the ladies on my side..strangers thou..but calmed me down..den the shoe shop auntie i oso noe 4 ages le..she sae i grew................im not a kid anymoreeeeee laz....lolx..

den nth much le laz..meeting yiting 2moro..hehez..nicee..kkz..

=finding my way to you=

hAhaX

halozz

early todae morning went malaysia..den 12+ come back liaoz..my bro veri funny..he dint wanted to go n wanted to stay at hme ALONE..1st time man..he realli wanted lorx..we all go le lock him there he nv sae anything..instead he went to play wif the parrot..hmmz..but we dragged him along anyways..hahaz..den nth much lorx..

den got chalet again le!!!hahaz..2 nitex summore..not sure if i staying overnite..dunno hu goin..haizz..hope alot of 111s will be dere!n i realli realli realli want to watch sum movies..hu free?i hope dollmaster's not over yet..wanna watch all the movies available..hahaz..mayb will ask olivia..=)

tt's all i guess..addicted's realli a nice song!=)smilez..

=hw long will i be waiting..until the end of time..=

adDictEd

Addicted Simple Plan

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
[x2]

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

loNg dAe

nitex!

yesterdae nv blog coz too busy le..hahaz..met shufen in school at 7.10 liddat..coz i woke up late!!sori..sori..=p den went to school spent like hours juz getting my scarf tied neatly..but still ended soo ugly..hahaz..den walk here n dere..tok tok tok..den went clementi int..coz nth to do..den we both bought muscat choco gummies..hahaz..went mac sit dere tok n eat gummies!lolx..den jin xing came..den needa get back to school coz my duty starts at 11am..den got back walk here n dere..den i got sum fliers n started giving them out..dunno y i so enthu..give n give n give..den get more..den give n give..more..give n give..lolx..gave out alott lorx..hahaz..while i was walking..saw like less den 3 guides..coz all the others relaxing in the guides room..hmph..i walked frm when the sun is scorching hot till it started raining..hahaz..walked round the school like 15+ rounds..walk n walk give n give den every1 sae they hav le..so pai seh..hahaz..den everytime walk 1 round le will rest at eldds there n chat wif sheena n cheryl..so fun..i den started playing in the rain wif cheryl..i so pai seh lehz..the onli guides in a drenched uniform..x.O hehez..den shu fen's choir oso dismissed le so we tok till 5pm den go hme..=)

todae msn..den go out le..went here n dere..went bukit batok..gleneagles..tanglin shopping centre..natuzzi..penisula plaza(i tink)..holland village..bukit batok..grandparents' house..hmz..alot sia..hahaz..went gleneagles saw sum1 sia!!!my mum's O&G doctor..the 1 hu helped in giving birth to me n my bro..dint noe tt we were treated by the same doctor..coz we were frm different hospitals..den i realise he shifted..his living in a bungalow in orchard..damn rich sia..(Mr Gordon Tan)anyways,he notice my mum n smiled at us..it's like the last time he saw us we were babies..=)so glad tt im able to c him..hahaz..den dad bought me a watch..im not veri happy thou..i dunno y..hmmz..but his weird..his in this rolex shop n dint buy anything den ask the lady find sumthing 4 me..i'd rather he use tt money buy dvd player or hp 4 me..ask him buy hp he sure wont allow..hmph..weirdo..it'll be unbelievable if im hving a dvd player now..not a watch..i canceled the dvd player on my wish list coz i realise i dont need it..dere's sure sumthing i need more den a dvd player..so i decided not to want it..den went holland village eat katong laksa..hahaz..

tt's all i guess..i dunno y..i feel like crying..i noe tt there this special thingy disturbing me..i juz feel like crying..not 4 my family..4 sumthing special..i feel like crying..haiz..this is a realli damn long post..hope u dint manage to finish reading..=)n there's a class chalet cming up!so happiz..hope every1 turn up!

=it's a small world.treasure everything u hv nw or u might lose it..even in a small world.=

dAmn

haloz..

i've gone realli crazy coz it's realli boring here u noe..

kz..early in the morning my fish wake me up..fish u noe???so clever rite?noe hw to wake the owner up at 8+am..i slept at 1+ lehz..hw dare u..stupid fish laz..hahaz..it was trying to commit suicide when it jumped out of the pond..n my bro came into the room screaming..den go n save the fish..lol..i saved it!!!!lolx..at least i did sumthing meaningful todae like saving the fish?hmmz..

den had breakfast n stuff..toked to my parrot 4 awhile..i ignored it 4 the whole of yesterdae coz it went calezi-->crazy..it was screaming none stop..tried to tap it it wants to peck me....hmph..den todae ok abit le..not tt bad..it's sooooo cute..hahaz..den went to return lin yin the plate..her mum made muffins 4 us..so kind of her..^.^ den went up cancel sumthings..so stupid..y me????????nvm..den later goin out..haizzzzzzzz..sianz ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

kkz..buaiz..lol

-action speaks more than words-